Sunday, November 29, 2009

Pure genius this...

oi btw....do u like the name of the blog? u never said :)

im quitting on 30th. i'll miss the people there more than the work which is never enough reason to stay is it?

ahhh...its safe though. to be working under someone. no direct responsibility is on you and you can switch off with righteous indignation from work on weekends. its different when its your work, your pride on the line.
Woah, leap of faith. I'm quitting and then? Then what? Giant dark grey clouds of doubt pepper my sky...

Is it enough to believe that you are made for more? What if timing is king and I have chosen the wrong time?

But whats done is done. I choose. And I'll spite the universe if it means I can choose how to be. And I will be happy maybe not forever but I'll be happy with my choices. No regrets. :)

LIVE. CHOOSE. BE. FAITH. STRONGER. HIGHER. NEXT. WORK. LOVE. PATIENCE. aaaaaaaaaaa....
But no naivete. Smarter me. Better me. Better be.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

trusting for dummies

i can never trust again. the people i could have trusted, i have already encountered. i should've known.
i should have known. when one is in a house with 3 post menopausal women who publicly claim that gossiping is the favourite hobby, my silence and "mind my own business" attitude would be peppered with whatever flavour that suited either...
my silence was not respected, but aptly misunderstood.
i should have cleared my name. i should have.

why the fuck did i choose to be aloof.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Every single time I smell my just washed clothes, something in me grows up. I feel so independent, sexy and like I can take on the world...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Pure genius this...

Oh babeh!!!!
The past two weeks have been killer. I've been trying to do impossible things with finite energy and resources, not to mention hours in a day.

And now I've to make the choices that have been waiting around for me to step up, grow up, take a chance. They wont wait too long though. They might just pass me by. And wont that just fill me with regret?

I'll keep repeating to myself no matter what anyone says or assumes they know about me and the choices I have made/will make.
YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO. Nothing anyone can do about it. (Goes for u too Div)
Keeping the faith.