so desperate i am that i yearn for people who i don't even like.

It's so funny...I'm apparently this terrible, insufferable loner who can't stand being alone.

i keep telling myself that i will quit being the loner once i find people i like.

im running out on time

I long for peace in my soul. I long for contentment. I long for closure. I long for new ventures. I long for lost opportunities.I long for old friends. I long to make new ones. I long for the profound. I long for the banal. I long for the company of loved ones. I long for perfect solitude. I long for forgiveness. I long to hear you. I long for change. I long for permanence. I long for love. I long to hate. I long for the brightness to consume me. I long to consume the darkness. I long for the rain. I long for stars. I long for the beaches. I long for the mountains. I long for insipidity. I long for things to make sense.

I long for you. I long for me. Oh, how I long for me…

i know i can be funky geeky mad-when-drunk and i can be realllly funny

but no one here makes me wanna be any of those people

im a quiet mouse who scrowls

i wanna be the fun me

i want my peeps around

to prove it to me that i will survive

quite relevant to us

http://t3.dotgnu.info/blog/philosophy/arrogance-of-essence?tweet

where the fuck is anju?